If only this was all reality..

I miss you more than you think I do.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010 / 2:18 AM

Kyuhyun's point of view.

While performing at one of the concerts... While I was singing a song.. A song called 7 years of love, in my mind was only her.. She was the only thing that was on my mind... Our beautiful memories were replaying in my head, those beautiful romantic moments of Nora and I..

We were like a perfect couple... Spending each weekend together, having picnics by the beach... Me holding her hands while strolling at the park and chit-chating about our little secrets..

The first time we kissed, it was still so clear in my mind.. The way I wrapped my arms around her waist, the way she held my shoulder, the way she held my face while we were kissing... Our first kiss was too special for me, I felt like doing it again with her at that very moment when I was singing on stage... I miss her so much, I just broke down on stage, unknowingly...

My tears rolled down my cheeks... Before elfs could even spot it, I quickly wiped my cheeks dry, I don't want to show the pain that I am going through with others, that is too much... I sang the song till it ended, until elfs cheered so loudly for me...

I bowed and went backstage, went into the changing room alone.... And broke down all over again, I was too depressed that I can't even be there for my girlfriend.. I can't even spend time with her... I don't even get to meet her... I mean, what type of boyfriend am I? Yes, I know I have a busy schedule, but am I sure Nora is not hurt by all of this? Having a boyfriend that doesn't act like one?...

So I decided to give her a call... I dialled her number, but she wasn't picking up any of my calls... Then, I decided to text her, I texted her this "Nora... Oppa misses you very much, alot... I feel like hugging you now my love... In fact, I feel like kissing you on the lips at this very moment... I miss listening to your sweet voice... Can you give me a call whenever you're free? Or text me back? I would love to catch up with you... :) Saranghae ♥"

I left my phone there and went on stage for my next performance...

After the whole concert ended, I checked my phone and I was really hoping for a reply or a miss call... To my disappointment, there were none... I was thinking for a moment that her feelings faded away for me.. Or does she want to take a break for the both of us? Usually, she would reply my texts in a minute or two, but why was she taking so long to reply?.... My heart was in pain... Is this a sign? Is this a sign that she doesn't love me anymore?....

Did I broke the heart of my love and broke mine in return?
Does she love me anymore?
My heart is breaking because of her, Nora, saranghae :'(

Summary if you don't get it : So, kyu did send a text and even called Nora in the first place. This is just a miscommunication between this couple. Nora thinks Kyu is not texting her or calling her and doesn't even intend to... While kyu thinks Nora is over him or ignoring him cause she is not replying to all of his texts... But in reality, Nora didn't even receive any....

-Hyuna13-

Labels: Chapter 2 Part 2