will this love last? hyoyeon P.O.V
Saturday, July 24, 2010 / 7:59 AM
chapter 1 .
Hyoyeon POV .
i was 13 when i first met him , i can still remember clearly how he look like , what he was wearing ,
what he was doing . I could almost remember everything about him at that moment . it was as though , only
me and him was there alone.
i didnt know what to do . He was certainly the most handsome guy i must have seen . Which then reminds me,
he was my senior , and the popular soccer player in my school . he was three years my senior . but i cant
remember his name . i thought really hard until i gotten his name and i finally gotten it , it was Lee Hyukjae.
and i know i will never forget that name
He walked past me . He smiled at me . if someone ask me if i had felt anything . i would have answered , 'i
just died and my heart stopped beating'.
When i was almost turned 14 , it was the first time , i remembered . i first talked to him . it felt so wonderful .i first
talked to him when we were in the canteen . i was eating my lunch . when he suddenly asked me if my other seat
was empty . i answered yes of course. and then , he showed me the smile he had given me the year before.
again , my heart stopped beating for a while. We talked afterwards . it soon became unstoppable. whenever
i met him since then . we will have our tiny conversations . it is like it became my usual habit to talk
to him whenever i ran past him .as days past . we became best friends . we shared almost everything together.
my friends asked me sometimes that how could i be friends with such a popular guy in such a quick time ?
i would just smile . maybe him and i just clicked with each other .
but then as the months goes by , i was about to be 15 soon and it was like the end of the semester.Hyukjae
asked me to be his girlfriend. it felt like time stopped . it felt like everything had stopped .
'hyoyeon-ah , will you be my girlfriend?'he asked me and again he showed me that smile , the smile that
make me go crazy everytime.
i couldnt answer , i was too shocked . i couldnt just run away from her and left him there. i knew him for
almost 2 years now . why not i said to myself. so i accepted his request. some people might think it was
too young but when you really love someone . age doesnt matter.
He then hugged me and i was lifted off my feet . i hugged him back and it felt so wonderful and i never want
it to stop . but i know it would. but it didnt last long. i was in a relationship with him for only like a
year until he graduated and he promised me that he will still text me and contact me .
i was alone again . he left . now i have no one to talked to . sometimes i cried while recalling the memories
of him and me . when we were together.
The promised he had given me , was never granted . he never called , he never text. HE LEFT ME . HE FORGOT ME.
I WAS NO LONGER IN HIS MIND . I WAS TRULY FORGOTTEN.
So when i saw this flyer , it was an audition at SM entertainment. it wanted dancers . and i must say ,
i am pretty good when it comes to dancing. so i took part . i did got in . it must be the most
valuable thing i had gotten in my life. so i was then sent to the school for trainings and met other
girls and guys too . i met sooyoung, yuri,donghae,siwon,kyuhyun and also
the others but i never get to see the rest because our trainings are different timings. But probably one day
i would get to meet them soon ..
Then we trained for 3 years .but my oppas like Donghae and the other guys debuted first . So they became our
seniors . But i didnt get enough time to get to know all of them because again of different training timings.
until something , something got my attention , something that made my heart stopped beating , something that
was suppose to appear long ago was now infront of me . and that something is ....
to be continued .
=kyuna13=
Labels: who is that person ?
Coming Soon :D
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 / 7:59 AM
will this love last?
Main characters :
Kim hyoyeon
Lee hyukjae
Additional characters :
Lee Donghae
Cho kyuhyun
Choi sooyoung
Kwon Yuri
summary ..
Girl meet Guy , Fall in Love . Guy meets girl only treat her as a sister..
(Hyukjae and Hyoyeon ...)
but soon found out that he loves her..
will their love ever last.
but what happens if someone came in between them and ruin
their relationship together?
Labels: coming soon ~
I miss you more than you think I do.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 / 2:18 AM
While performing at one of the concerts... While I was singing a song.. A song called 7 years of love, in my mind was only her.. She was the only thing that was on my mind... Our beautiful memories were replaying in my head, those beautiful romantic moments of Nora and I..
We were like a perfect couple... Spending each weekend together, having picnics by the beach... Me holding her hands while strolling at the park and chit-chating about our little secrets..
The first time we kissed, it was still so clear in my mind.. The way I wrapped my arms around her waist, the way she held my shoulder, the way she held my face while we were kissing... Our first kiss was too special for me, I felt like doing it again with her at that very moment when I was singing on stage... I miss her so much, I just broke down on stage, unknowingly...
My tears rolled down my cheeks... Before elfs could even spot it, I quickly wiped my cheeks dry, I don't want to show the pain that I am going through with others, that is too much... I sang the song till it ended, until elfs cheered so loudly for me...
I bowed and went backstage, went into the changing room alone.... And broke down all over again, I was too depressed that I can't even be there for my girlfriend.. I can't even spend time with her... I don't even get to meet her... I mean, what type of boyfriend am I? Yes, I know I have a busy schedule, but am I sure Nora is not hurt by all of this? Having a boyfriend that doesn't act like one?...
So I decided to give her a call... I dialled her number, but she wasn't picking up any of my calls... Then, I decided to text her, I texted her this "Nora... Oppa misses you very much, alot... I feel like hugging you now my love... In fact, I feel like kissing you on the lips at this very moment... I miss listening to your sweet voice... Can you give me a call whenever you're free? Or text me back? I would love to catch up with you... :) Saranghae ♥"
I left my phone there and went on stage for my next performance...
After the whole concert ended, I checked my phone and I was really hoping for a reply or a miss call... To my disappointment, there were none... I was thinking for a moment that her feelings faded away for me.. Or does she want to take a break for the both of us? Usually, she would reply my texts in a minute or two, but why was she taking so long to reply?.... My heart was in pain... Is this a sign? Is this a sign that she doesn't love me anymore?....
Did I broke the heart of my love and broke mine in return?
Does she love me anymore?
My heart is breaking because of her, Nora, saranghae :'(
Summary if you don't get it : So, kyu did send a text and even called Nora in the first place. This is just a miscommunication between this couple. Nora thinks Kyu is not texting her or calling her and doesn't even intend to... While kyu thinks Nora is over him or ignoring him cause she is not replying to all of his texts... But in reality, Nora didn't even receive any....
-Hyuna13-
Labels: Chapter 2 Part 2
jonghyun p.o.v (who am i to choose?)
/ 12:25 AM
Part 2 still..
Jonghyun P.O.V
:D
hope you like it ~
i knew Darina long ago , i was her best friend . Even though she was my best friend, i
was older than her by 2 years . since the day i met her , i already know i am going to spent
my whole life with her. and i promise myself that i will protect her and no one else
but me will be the one she loves.
*flashback*
(The Day we met.)
i was 13 then while she she probably 11 .
it was raining and i was walking to school . when it started to rain ,
since i am a guy , i dont really bring an umbrella . Even though Minhyuk always
told me to bring one . but this time round i did bring an umbrella to school. it was my first.
then , while i was walking , i was pushed by someone . that somene was a girl .
'mind if you share your umbrella with me ?' she asked me while wiping off the water from
'sure.' we held the umbrella together. and that was the first time we met.
So when i was having a guest appearance at Sukira . I was asked if there was anyone
i am in love with. i took this chance. i finally built up my whole courage ,and
confessed to her. it took me 7 years to finally said it but this time i wasnt
face to face with her so it was easier for me to say it .
i finally felt so relieve , it was like someone took a rock off my body . i felt
so light that i feel like flying. is this what people feel if they are in love?
it is such a nice feeling.. i dont even want this feeling to disappear. it was like
the whole world just stopped and it is just me and her on the other side.
so after the radio broadcasting. we were packing our stuff and was surrounded by
fans so i cant just ignore them and leave so i decided to sign some autographs
and maybe give them some fan service. then i saw hyukjae hyung leaving , i wanted
to say goodbye but he was in a rush.
the fans were off and we all bid goodbye . i told yonghwa heung that i need to
attend something important when actually i was planning to meet Darina . i wanted
to tell her i love her right in the eye. maybe she feels the same way as i do .
i cant miss the chance of mine , it is too risky. but i am willing to take it
because it was Darina and no one else.
but then , just as i walked out from the building. the smile no longer lingers
in my face. it was gone. i felt like the whole world was falling apart.
i saw right in front of my eyes. Darina and Hyukjae. What are they doing and why
is Hyukjae even with Darina at that moment?
in a few minutes they were shouting at each other and the next , Darina was crying.
what is happening?
i cant even hear a single thing , the next thing i know was that hyuk heung left
Darina there . ALONE and CRYING! what is happening . i am lost and confused.
so i took my chance and went up to Darina . i didnt even give her a chance to say
anything and just held her in my arms. it felt great but at that moment , all i
could think was i couldnt just leave and left her crying to herself. let alone in
the middle of the night.
then soon i realised that Darina was hugging me back, sobbing . i carress her head
and whispered to her 'dont worry, i'm here . everything will be fine."
we stayed like that for quite a long time before i realise that she was already
losing herself from my hold. before i could even wipe her tears away , she already
did . i was that close . but i was too late. my chance is gone.
'are you fine now ? ' i spoke softly to her while looking straight into her eyes.
'i am , dont worry . i will be ..' she doesnt even look at me . but she is still
sobbing.
i know i cant do anything , but i know one thing i can do right now is that ,
'come , follow me~' i grab her hands and lace her fingers into mine .
i brought her to the place where we first met . and the place where we always
share our little secrets together. a place where no one else knows. only the
both of us. i wanted to make her happy . it was the least i could do .
at least for know i can see her smiling . then i realise i was smiling too.
looking at her smile can just make my whole world shine . it is like enough
to make me die.
after a while , she gotten tired and slept at the corner of the bookcase.
i cant just leave her alone . i took off my jacket and lay it on top of
her and sat next to her and let her sleep on my shoulder. for her, i am
willing to do anything. it was such a nice feeling. a a feeling i will never
forget ..
then i whispered to her ,
'I Love You Darina ,' and i kissed her forehead. smiling . how i wish
she could hear it . but i know she had fallen asleep .
the girl i loved ,
the girl whom i met ,
the girl who i held hands with ,
the girl who was my everything ,
the girl who was there for me ,
the girl whom i will protect,
here with me now ,
my first love ,
and i will not let her go ,
even if i am taking such a high risk,
she is mine .
and i am making her mine.
saranghae...
-Kyuna13-
Labels: I will make her mine
new blog
Monday, July 19, 2010 / 12:56 AM
hi! new blog . and in this blog is our fanfiction .
we are two best friends that created this blog :D
so i hope you like our fanfiction :D
it is our first time trying it..
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